MY CRUSH.. :'(

Once I fall for you, but you didn’t seem notice it… so I keep it secret. My friend asked me about you, “how it going? Did you tell him?? What did he says?? Well??...” I just smile and said     “I don’t want him to know… I’m not ready yet…” then just stay silent, don’t want to talk about you because I know you will never notice it.

I’m good at keeping my feelings and maybe that’s why it was so hard for other to notice it. Damn, it my own faults, don’t blame anyone. Guess that sound I give up isn’t? I gave up that time until one time comes. You gave me new reason to keep on hoping for you.

Once I fell to you then I try to forget you buts, truly it was hard to do it. But I try and try because I don’t want to feel hurt again and now, those feeling come approached me again.

How can I run? When that feeling come from my own heart. I couldn’t so I stay and wait again.

Long after that, I realize, maybe, just realize it after all I heard and see. You was right I just perfect to be your understanding friend. Not more than a friend. Maybe were not meant together, then it’s time for me to stop now… stop hoping for something that wouldn’t happen. I’ll keep those feeling deep bottom in my heart and I will not let it comes across me anymore. I will always pray for your happiness with the lucky girl, do take care of her, love her, don’t let her tears fall because of you, and please make her happy always.

 I will remember you, as a crush that turn to a better friend. Thank for all the memories which for me it was a very sweet memory, I wouldn’t forget it. All the hard time, fine time, and the time we laugh together. I do miss that time, but now it’s better for me to forget it, now and ever. Well than I think that’s all, no more thing to write anymore. Good bye."